today its sports day!! wasn a realli nice day. im stil angrie.
so watch wad u sae. i ran for tennis but umm. we din managed
to immerge top 3. but its okae. we tried our best. (: maeb
hockey 2 beat us by a few secs.
FOR YOU PP:
aft dat everyting jus went crashing down when gwen
told me WE ARE GOIN BUGIS. hello? hu said dat.
n it was confirmed dat we go to town!!
i have no idea wads goin on. no call no sms to tell me dere
was a change. n i dunno hu suggested it. so does it mean
im not one of u guys? gwen dun even noe a ting too.
n u pp jus make ur own decisions without tellin us. n wad.
jus left de place witout tellin us too. i called kel n her fone
was off. i din blame hit or nic for not pickin up de first time.
okae. at least nic n hit did explain to me a lil wads goin on.
but wad de hell is dis? firstly im mad cus i wasn even informed
a single bit dat we were goin bugis. okae. goin bugis is fine.
but i mae not go once i tell mommie dere was a change.
secondly u guys jus left witout us n not even lettin us noe.
thirdly i called u guys n u said u pp have tuition n r headin
home. 2 changes in jus a few mins? n again. not told at all.
gwen n i dun even noe where de hell u guys went. did u
guys even tot of us in de first place? how we felt abt wad
u guys did? u guys never made decisions witout askin gwen
n i. n hu de hell break dis rule?
KEL : i dunno wad u r up to.
u dun wanna tok to me. ask u wads rong u sae nth.
u dun wanna ans my calls. even if i left a call on ur fone
u dun even call back. n u dun even reply my msg.
wad de hell r u up to. i seriousli dunno.
u r jus hidin tings frm me. makin me feel bad abt everyting.
wad did i do to make u avoid me. i din even do aniting at all.
u r avoidin gwen too for no reasons. u call urself our sistars?
i noe u r stress. we do too. not onli u. hit n nic n de rest do too.
stress doesn mean u have to avoid us rite? its like a knife
thru our hearts? u r not onli makin me feel bad. u r makin gwen too!!
snap out of it kel. stop it! wake up frm dis terrible nitemare.
u r jus torturin urself. its fine if u dun wan me to bother u.
i wun. since u dun wan me to. guess wad i did. how much
i said n b dere for u wun help. de tot of it jus makes me cry.
guess u never knew how painful it is. i msg u. i call u.
is jus to make myself noe dat u r okae. but. u jus make my
world cum crashin down. is dat rite? now all i have to sae is.
im sorrie for everyting dat i have done in sum wae to
make u angrie. i have no idea wad it is. but if u wanna me
to screw off. i wil. jus one word n i wil go.
writtenwithlove at 6:27 PM