today is so screwed again. i got no idea wads goin on
the whole entire day. im totalli lost now? n im so gonna
blow up veri veri soon. wad is goin on? like im not part
of dis world. where de hell r u? u r seriousli makin me go mad.
u dun wanna tell me wads goin on. u jus
dumped me here all alone n u walked off again? fine.
b it. walk awae. u jus broke ur promise over n over again.
hidin tings awae frm me. witout saein bye. leavin me
bhind. so dats u rite? forget it. my sis doesn even wan
to tok to me either. except gwen. n she now is havin trainin.
hu else can i find? guess im beta off alone. since when tings
happen dis wae? mentally physically. now i get it. guess now
i shud b rite abt keepin my mouth shut abt it? im so
so rite dat dis is gonna happen AGAIN. n i mean wad i sae.
u r jus makin me worried n sick. but u never knew it.
u tink im fakin? i dunno how m i suppose to tell u. repeatin
everyting i sae over n over again. u jus wun listen thou u sae u do.
do i have to suffer all dis pain cus of u. jus shut up. if since u r leavin.
wad can i do? as i said i jus move on. dis is so screwed. totalli. now
my trust in u is like shit. b dis wae. im fine wif it. i shall sae no more.

writtenwithlove at 5:08 PM