-y do i have to alwaes worrie for u.
-y do i alwaes have to care.
-y do i alwaes do everyting jus for u.
-when u dun even care.
-now i noe i shudden do aniting.
-n i noe u wil never b dere.
-guess tings wil turn worse.
-but all i noe.
-upon hearin ur voice n cin u.
-tings wil b a lil beta.
-guess i dun nid u to love me.
-if u dun wan.
-guess dere is sumone out dere beta for u.
-nice enuf for u to appreciate.
-guess i have to accept the fact that u aren mine.
-its jus onli a matter of time.
-all i nid is you to be by my side.
-tink i wil b able to make it on my own.
-but i dun tink its possible.
-do u even noe wad m i tinkin inside of u.
-do u even noe how much u mean to me.
-do u even noe how much dis means.
-u sae u do but u aren me.
-u wun noe how much pain i have gone thru.
-as i said. im not gonna cry.
-im not gonna cry for u.
-im gonna live on.
-gonna carry on with a smile.
-how i wish i was out of dis world.
-never to let u c me.
-so i wil b able to c n prove to me.
-how much i mean to u.
-i dun wanna jus hear words.
-i wanna c it.
-guess as long i cover up all the miseries.
-u wun b able to c.
-but jus to let u noe.
-im stayin for good.
-u wun c a suitcase of regrets frm me.
-the happie memories u r able to give me in de past.
-wil b able to last me for a period of time.
-go on n do your tings.
-guess im jus on de wrong side of the parallel universe.
-wonder m i alive or jus dead.
-cus im sumwhere in the dark.
-livin in a crash world. (:
-thanks for the pressie.
-realli appreciate it.
-cus its frm u.
-n i nid sumone to love me back in return.
-as much as i love u. (:

writtenwithlove at 10:36 PM