its sunday today n guess everyone noes. but its not realli a nice day. it kinda started out bad den okae den worse. i tink i wun b able to hang on animore. guess maeb i wil jus let everyting i have go. i dunno wads de cause. maeb im pressurisin myself too much or wad. carn seem to live how pp live. i miss those carefree life okae. but it wil never cum back animore. was at my dad fren's hse earlier. was leanin against de ledge. its like 12 stories high. tings started goin into my head. de ground below seems close to me. mommie did pull me back cus she said i was leanin too too close. but i dun tink so. maeb guess my days r up. but im realli thankful for wad i have. u*, gwen, kel n de rest. guess i shudden carry on animore. shall jus stop here.

you weren dere when i nid u. its not de first. its not de second. its umpteen times. im realli scared dat u wil jus leave. but guess its not time for u yet. guess im jus a pain.-

writtenwithlove at 9:29 PM