i feel like breakin down. but i noe i carn. i nid to b strong. live strong u c. (: i wil tink a wae to get out of it lahs. n finalli managed to contact gwen. so its smth good. but den im stil not feelin good. dunno how many times have i broken down since sch started. but i noe i carn continue like dat.

sometimes i get emotional. sometimes i do some stupid things. sometimes i say what i should just keep inside. sometimes im sad about everything. sometimes im mad and break some things. sorry times 10 but you just got in the way. dont give up now running away. i wont hurt you sometimes im just a pain. and thats the way it is thats just the way im. sometimes i feel like crying laying down and dying. thats when i need you laughing is always easy, but sometimes im just scared you willl leave me. that's when i feel emotional. you say im just impossible totally unpredictable. im just a girl get use to it no big deal. you cant change me why would you try? im no angel but i can make you smile and thats the way it is. thats just the way i am.

theres a girl in New York City. skylines no longer pretty bound to destination anywhere. she grew up in California. big dreams, they tend to own you there. now shes building cardboard castles in the air. she was a rainbow once so colorful but that was once. now thats impossible to see, to see with a voice subliminal. its the only sign shes beautiful. heres all thats left of her dignity.
he was a pretty boy. rolling cash his only joy. now thats impossible to see, to see. used to be one of them. now the men in suits are avoiding him. he lost his credit cards but hey hes free. theres a man in New York City. the skyline's no longer pretty. bound for destination anywhere had the whole world at his window. it seems so long ago from then now he's building cardboard castles in the air. does anybody know? does anybody care? over here, over there. building cardboard castles in the air.

writtenwithlove at 10:33 PM