did my work today for almost de whole day. jean came thou she sae she cudden at first. den ard 0330 she called me n sae whether she cud cum over so of cus i wil sae yes rite. (: at least i have company. so she came in like 10 mins frm her hse to my place? den we did our own work. she was studyin for her tests. i did my chi project. den daddie came to pick us up to warren. we did our work dere too. guess i stil have 6 more qns to go to finish my maths. nid to crack my head again tmr. wheneva im wif jean its alwaes de best. she makes me feel great n everyting. make me forget all those stupid tings.

its another day we went our separate waes witout tinkin abt each other. now we r tokin even lesser. dun u tink so? (: but its okae. i have jean n de rest. but guess u mean de most but u dun make me feel de same like u alwaes do. does de fault lies wif me or u? maeb its me. u sae u care n u wil alwaes b dere for me but de fact is u r alwaes too bz wif ur tings now to b dere. i dun blame u. (: im gonna smile aniwae. im not gonna cry for u or m i gonna tink abt those tings animore. gonna carry on. no one noes wad im tinkin inside. but guess i noe de wae out. i realised smth. i msged u at ard 1224 n u replied ard 1244 n i replied but guess u din receive again so jus one msg n until now its like almost 12 hrs alreadi n dere is no msg frm u? i dun blame u. (: im not gonna msg u first animore. makes me like a fool. n waitin for ur msg everytime n it doesn cums makes me feel even more like a fool. so guess now it proves to me dat i shudden wait. have been askin myself is it realli my msg din get thru or wad. guess i shudden doubt u. guess now i can realli tell u we r realli driftin awae. now it isn time pullin us apart. its us? i mean. i tried to like tok to u like how i used to? but i dun get ani respond u get it? im much closer to other pp dan u do u noe dat? dere is nth i can do since i did wad i shud do. im not gonna leave aniwae unless wad all u had said was all a lie? n makin me feel like i was de onli one when im not? i nid to change my wae of tinkin now. all i noe u jus carry on wif wad u wanna do kae? im not gonna bother u. gonna jus shut up abt it. until one day u go ur wae n im forced to go mine.

heys jean. thanks for everyting today kae. did help alot. u make me smile!! n i laughed alot too. no wonder u r my mrp. never forget amelia hu is my mrp too. i miss amelia!! dunno where wil b de nex time i c her mans. aniwae. nex sat is stil on kae. u shall make me smile again aft mmm. one more week of misery.
n i promise u de nex time when we go to hell i shall brin u to play pool kae. when i finish my work n also provided we have time n table to play. i promise.(:

oh!! n i shall not forget abt gwen n kel n hit. u guys make me smile too.

heys hit. u make me smile yesterday nite n i did have a wierd dream!! all thanks to ur msgs. u r such a sweet gur hu alwaes brighten up pp's life. hope u caught up wif ur sleep. sleep more kae. i noe u r tired. n congrats to isabel hse hu is de champion for de fun splash. n 3 cheers for my hse hu is 2nd. (: n we shall go have twister fries together one day kae. mus have. we missed it yesterday so we nid to replace it another day when we can. (:

ohh. kel jus msged me. hee. great. i have sumone to tok to now. yay. wun b alone. thanks kel for ur one msg!! haha. but its beta dan nth. (:

gwen: hows shoppin yesterdae? i went to ur blog. read dat dedication for me!! dun feel insecure. dun kae. (:

wenqi: u beta study hard. n its stupid to get stressed over cus u carn study. jus motivate urself. i noe its hard to change but u have to. its an impt year for u. n jus a reminder. u have another 1 more week to change. hurry!! (:1
im gonna stop bloggin now. its 1128 alreadi n no msg frm u. guess u r realli bz. gonna start doin my work. hope i wil b able to finish it. bye pp. cheers!! (:
latest update: i got a msg frm u. (:

I walk a lonely road the only one that I have ever known. don't know where it goes but it's home to me and I walk alone. i walk this empty street on the Boulevard of Broken Dreams. where the city sleeps and I'm the only one and I walk alone. my shadow's the only one that walks beside me. my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating. sometimes I wish someone out there will find me till then I walk alone. I'm walking down the line that divides me somewhere in my mind. on the border line of the edge and where I walk alone. read between the lines check my vital signs to know I'm still alive and I walk alone.
out at 1137. (:
msg frm u. (:

writtenwithlove at 11:28 PM