haven been bloggin le. not in a mood lahs. sorrie. guess gwen mus b tinkin wad de hell m i doin mans. sorrie ahs. dat dae aft smsin u i slept le. n umm. merry christmas kae. n to everyone else. so so sorrie for not wishin u guys merry christmas. slept realli early last nite. n umm. guess im not in a merry christmasie mood lahs. so so sorrie. dis whole week is borin lahs. nvr go out jus keep sleepin n dreamin. sigh. christmas is gonna b over so so soon. but hu cares. im not in a mood for christmas. another year of christmas all alone. de feelin is so so bad lahs. at least give me a year to spend my christmas wif rite. hiya. wadeva lahs. thou i believe in santa i wil nvr get my wishes. guess i wasn a good gur aft all. rite santa? thou dis year no one gave me awae for christmas but i carn christmas wif anione!! guess its a bit beta.

dunno when u r cumin back. so so horrible lahs. beta tell me when u r cumin back if not when u cum back den u noe. i shall b realli ba dao lahs. c how u gonna handle me. dun care. u owe me. hu ask u b awae for christmas. another bitter christmas. but its good dat i had 3 nites of nice dreams. at least i got to c ya. but last nite wasn nice. bad ting is i disappointed u!! so so sorrie kae. cries.- i tink i broke out in cold sweat yesterdae? all i noe i was shiverin aft de first nitemare. den i woke up to use de com for awhile n i went back to sleep shiverin. chudden b my air con is too cold for me cus it has alwaes been de same temperature. jus noe yesterdae nite was a total nitemares nite. sigh. totalli a bad nite!! hope tonite wil b beta nite.

i got to tok to u dis mornin thru sms. so wasn dat bad. but i had to spend christmas by myself!! jus keep sleepin n sleepin todae. n dreamin n dreamin. went swimmin too. so so long since i had a proper swim okae.

guess im disappointin pp mans. not realli all but den i carn simply make pp happie lahs. wads rong wif me? im suppose to make pp happie lahs. mmm. wonder wad is gwen doin now. n wonderin wad u r doin now too. christmas nite. everyone is enjoyin demselves except me. hope nicole wil cheer up too. dun bother so much alreadi my dear. tmr wil b a beta dae. jus whack durin tennis klas n everyting wil b jus fine. n b ur hyper crazie self tmr too!! hope u r enjoyin urself. mus smile le. cannot jus shut urself frm everyone. todae is christmas u mus enjoy. guess u wun cum online tonite alreadi lahs. waited for de past 3 nites for u to cum online guess u din noe ba. but nvr mind. its okae de. n im gonna strangle all postmans dat cums to my hse alreadi. i wan my parcel!! dunno which idiot has it. im gonna kill de person. dat person is gonna die a horrible death. grins.- shall blog sum day. aniwae. merry merry christmas peeps.

Christmas just ain't Christmas.
Without the one you love.
New Years just ain't New Years.
Without the one you love.
Underneath the mistletoe.
I saw a face all aglow.
Last year this time.
Now I'm staying home alone.
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It's a marshmallow world in the winter.
When the snow comes to cover the ground.
It's the time for play.
it's a whipped cream day.
I wait for it all year round.
Those are marshmallow clouds being friendly.
In the arms of the evergreen trees.
And the sun is red like a pumpkin head.
It's shining so your nose won't freeze.
The world is your snowball.
see how it grows.
That's how it goes.
whenever it snows.
The world is your snowball just for a song.
Get out and roll it along.
It's a yum-yummy world made for sweethearts.
Take a walk with your favourite girl.
It's a sugar date.
what if spring is late.
In winter, it's a marshmallow world.

writtenwithlove at 11:00 PM